Florida Edition 8:12 AM

Miami was busy, noisy, crowded, and a lot of fun. The Art Deco district and South Beach were crammed with people. Walked Lincoln Road, filled with shops, restaurants. Today, going to a street fair, tomorrow, the River Walk downtown. The weather is hot and humid, with mid-afternoon storms, typical Florida weather. Did I say I like it here?

Florida Edition 4:26 PM

Ventured around the vicinity, noting companies today. Stopped and browsed shops, had lunch, even got my haircut. Tonight, I am going out for dinner with Jeff, then to a movie in the park. Tomorrow it's Miami and South Beach!

Florida Edition 3:59 PM

I've been finding my way around the city, know how to get downtown and to the beach. Found a McDonald's with free Wi-Fi so each morning I go there for coffee and search the web. I really could live here, just need to find that job.

Florida Edition 5:35 AM

I spent the day exploring, getting to know the streets, the city, the rental car. Enjoyed the discoveries, the hot weather, the afternoon rainstorms. I really like it here!

Delayed 6:53 AM

No plane on ground in Milwaukee to take me until 1:07pm. That's a long time from the original 6:10am departure. I'll head back to the airport in five hours...

Eight Days 3:14 PM

so the song goes . . .

my bags are packed, I'm ready to go . . .

leaving on a jet plane . . .

Haunted 9:03 PM

Spent the day sorting through things to pack for the trip to Florida. I want to make sure I have something to wear for any ocassion that may present itself. This isn't just a vacation, so I can't just take flip flops and a swim suit! I wrestled with my concious over packing socks. Tonight on TV, I watched Haunted Mansion, based on the awesome ride at Disney World. I find it entertaining (the movie), find the ride even moreso. It got me thinking, maybe I need to make a day of it and head over to the Magic Kingdom while in Florida. Oh yeah, it's not a vacation. It's awfully tempting though!

The Blood That Moves The Body 5:42 PM

Yesterday, at the Oncologist, I was expecting to hear that everything is going fine, no issues, come back in six months. Well, that didn't happen. This time instead of having low levels, I had elevated ones instead. Additional blood work done shows no real problems relating to lymphoma. Thankfully. Now I can head down to Florida with a clear mind and focus on eight days to change my life. I had a 3 card Tarot reading about my personal journey and the results were rather surprising.

Context - Ace of Swords: Your mind will become sharp and clear. It will be ready to accept new challenges and you will be ready to discuss these new opportunites with others to make the best out of what presents itself.
Focus - Priestess 2: The Priestess represents your dreams. They are sending you a message. You should focus, maybe, on a repetitive dream for the answer. This is our innermost voice attempting to help us out with its wisdom.
Outcome - Devil 15: The Devils card symbolizes some negative place. You are in some sort of uncomfortable situation that you need to free yourself of. It may represent bad habits that need to be dropped such as greed, being blind to truths, etc. It urges a cleansing of the negative karma.

Read into it what you will, but I think it is rather compelling.

One Of My Favorites 6:36 PM

I always laugh my ass off (LMAO) anytime I catch Family Guy on TV. It's shown twice daily locally and numerous times nightly on cable, so anytime I need a laugh, I can tune into the adventures of Peter Griffin, a bumbling, but well-intentioned, blue-collar worker. Peter is an Irish American Catholic with a prominent Rhode Island/Eastern Massachusetts accent. His wife Lois is a stay-at-home mother and piano teacher, and has a distinct New England accent from being a member of the Pewterschmidt family of wealthy socialites. Peter and Lois have three children: Meg, their teenage daughter, who is frequently the butt of Peter's jokes due to her homeliness and lack of popularity; Chris, their teenage son, who is overweight, unintelligent and, in many respects, a younger version of his father; and Stewie, their diabolical infant son of ambiguous sexual orientation who has adult mannerisms and speaks fluently with what some consider an upper-class affected English accent and stereotypical archvillain phrases.[6] Living with the family is Brian, the family dog, who is highly anthropomorphized, walks on two legs, drinks Martinis, smokes cigarettes and engages in human conversation, though he is still considered a pet in many respects.

Many recurring characters appear alongside the Griffin family. These include the family's colorful neighbors: sex-crazed airline-pilot bachelor Glenn Quagmire; mild-mannered deli owner Cleveland Brown and his wife (ex-wife as of the fourth-season episode "The Cleveland–Loretta Quagmire") Loretta Brown with their hyperactive son, Cleveland Jr.; paraplegic police officer Joe Swanson, his wife Bonnie and their baby daughter Susie; paranoid Jewish pharmacist Mort Goldman, his wife Muriel Goldman and their geeky and annoying son Neil; and elderly homosexual ephebophile Herbert. TV news anchors Tom Tucker and Diane Simmons, reporter Tricia Takanawa and Blaccu-Weather meteorologist Ollie Williams also make frequent appearances. The possibly deranged and ethically challenged Mayor Adam West (voiced by and named after the real Adam West) rounds out the recurring cast.

Thanks Wikipedia for the outline and Seth McFarlane for creating such an out of control, hilarious, highly entertaining TV show. Today I needed to laugh.

All Systems Go 7:53 PM

In days I will be setting out on a journey, one I have dubbed eight days to change my life. I have started to gather things together for the trip, downloaded the GPS Navigator program on my cell phone for when I motor through Florida, I just may have an idea of where I'm going. While I will be driving a rental, the Jeep had a minor issue that concerned me for a bit but turned out to be a loose heat protector that made a lot of noise. Doctor appointments have been encouraging and good. I have found my inner spark after a long dark period and have now stopped blaming myself solely for things that have transpired over the course of time, recognizing those involved have their own "issues" that have nothing to do with me. Going through the cycle of renewal.

Certainty 5:52 PM

This one's for you.

Uncertainty 8:18 PM

Today I admitted to someone other than myself my insecurities, doubts, and the tumultuous self destructive journey I have been on. Opening up and letting my fears, faults, and troubles out seems trivial to hear, but sparked a realization in me that hasn't been there for quite some time. What has plaqued me and kept me spiralling for months now has been the fact that I lost my faith in things around me. Trust, decency, respect. I have been beating myself up because I lost those aspects around me and have become wrapped up in finding it around me. I am flawed, and been asking for forgiveness and understanding, but never had I done that for myself. In speaking about my issue, I realized that the faith in myself is still present, not lost, as I perceived it to be. That being said, I still have plenty to comprehend within myself and work to stand again. I've made mistakes, none out of malice or spite, so I am not the monster I have come to believe I must be. I still ache from things that have happened, but in time I will know how I will live with those scars.

Playing In The Yard 5:39 PM

The dogs were barking wildly, so I went to see what the commotion was. Scout and Gem were toying with an injured bird. I got the cats into the barn, tempting them with treats. The bird is alive, in shock, but hopefully it will recover.

Outside 6:32 PM

Out here, you hear the birds, horses, cows, coyotes. I'm used to hearing cars, airplanes, neighbors.

I'm Going To Vegas!!! 9:15 AM

Well, not really, just going to be house sitting while Scott and Barb go to Vegas. Four days with Baxter, Dory, Scout, and Gem. Four days of pretending to be a homeowner! Four days to soak in the hot tub! I'll be going mobile. So there will be a post or two from the cell phone! Ahh technology! Ahh hot tub!

Reflection 11:31 AM

I wrote this back in 2002 for whatever reason. I've posted it here once. I read it and it got me thinking about things.

I couldn’t help but stare at myself in the mirror. Happiness. Anger. Fear. Weariness. Innocence. Loathing. Humility. Frustration. Temptation. Failure. Many were well represented. I almost didn’t recognize myself even though I know myself. I saw things etched there that no longer mattered, affect me throughout, things that haven’t taken there toll yet. I saw too much. I was still that timid little boy awed by the world around me. If I looked hard at myself I could catch a glimpse of him staring back at me in awe and wonder. How one could be marked and weathered and aged.

I have been thinking.

Thinking about what I want to do, where I want to go, what I want to change. I've been thinking about people who have come into my life, thinking about people who have gone too. Thinking how people effect and change a person (me) as I make my way, trying to find the balance, the harmony, the things that make me who I am, the things I am capable of, being witty, enthusiastic, popular, intelligent, gifted, vibrant, magnanimous, charismatic, principled, self-sufficient, compelling, sentimental, accomplished, noble, healthy and work on being less bombastic, dissatisfied, ruthless, demanding, opinionated, mawkish, egocentric, defensive, foolhardy, willful.

I have been thinking.

thinking how nice it would be to have Char call me up and say hey let's go shout out suggestions for the actors at the next Comedy Sportz show, or to have Brian call me and say let's go over to the bookstore and browse the shelves, Doug to call me up and say we need to get down to Six Flags and ride the Raging Bull a few times, Kim to call and say let's go rent some movies and sit up all night talking.

Thinking about how things were, when did things change? Enough is enough. You have caused too many problems. You have crossed the line. You have taken advantage of things for the last time. Is that who you see me as? I am not that person. I have been thinking that.

I have been thinking about how Mom calls and says you want to play a game of scrabble and order a pizza?, about Tim and Julia calling and saying we need to get down to the Outlet Mall in Kenosha, or Jody calling and saying "Cha-Ching", Pat calling from Michigan and saying I was just thinking about you, thought I'd give you a call, Christine calling and saying it's all about the Big Mac.

I have been thinking about the people in my life, the people I wanted in my life, the ones who make a difference, the ones I could talk to about anything and everything. Focusing on what made the world a little better, brighter.

I reflect upon the good times, the not so good times and think of the people who get me through it all.

Late Night Scrabble Games 7:01 PM

Since I have time (too much) on my hands and mind, I stay up late into the wee morning hours playing Scrabble online. I've been playing for weeks now, one on one with people from around the world. I mostly have been playing against two people, Scott from Fort Lauderdale and Shane from South Bend, game after game. We chat, play words, sometimes help each other, sometimes badger each other. I look forward to these tournaments throught the week. Sometimes a game stretches over a number of days, playing when we can. Sometimes it's a marathon, two or three games in a night. When that occurs, the next day is pretty much wasted, I am burnt out and exhausted!

Cooler By The Lake 4:53 PM

I went for a bike ride along the lake today. The sun was out, seemed inviting, so I got on the bike and headed for the trails. The sun shining can be deceiving, it was definitely cool out, not as warm as yesterday. Needless to say, I pedaled on. Got a rhythm going as was enjoying the ride. Along the way, a deer started to cross the path and stopped directly in front of me, blocking my way. I slowed to a stop about ten feet from the animal and we looked at each other. I fumbled for my cell phone to get a picture, talking to the deer, telling it that I was going to snap a picture. The deer watched me for a while, turned it's head, glanced back at me, then turned back into the brush. By the time I got to the camera feature, the deer was gone. With the trail open again and nothing blocking me, I continued on the route. I found the encounter pretty amazing, pretty darn cool if you ask me. Just wish I had been able to capture the moment.

UP 9:53 PM

Went and saw the latest Disney/Pixar movie UP today. It was entertaining, funny, touching, and magical. The talking dog, his obsession with squirrels, and the South American bird named Kevin brought laughs and memories. I definitely left the theater in an UP mood! Go see it!

Get The Picture 1:54 PM

I had an Olympus Stylus digital camera that has gone on many trips and took some wonderful pictures of my adventures. On one of the last trips, I used it to take some in the water, as it could be used in a water environment as long as it isn't submerged. Well, the water tight seal wasn't so water tight and the insides did get wet and the xD card reader shorted out. The camera was under warranty, so I shipped it off for repair back in February. Today I received what I thought was my camera back from the manufacturer. It wasn't. It is a brand new camera, an upgrade! I am now charging the battery and will be giving the camera a test run to check it out. Yay, I'll be able to take pictures while I'm scouting Florida locations!

I'm Guilty 8:42 PM

I took a nap on this gray, rainy, cold day. The television was on, droning in the background. I had it on the Disney channel. In between sleep and waking up I heard this song and it rattled through my head, even when I dozed off again. I had to find out what it was after I got up and it was still stuck in my head. And I like it lots! HEY!!!!

Walking In The Rain 8:25 PM

I didn't mean to. I obviously didn't listen to the weather. Went for a walk down by the lake and it started to rain. I was soaked by the time I made it home. It was a cool evening and I wanted to get out for a while, get off the couch, away from the TV. Grabbed the Zune, threw on a jacket, and out the door. At first I didn't mind when it started to rain, but soon it got cold and uncomfortable. When I got back, I took a hot shower to warm up and am now on the couch, watching TV. I should have gone earlier, after I met Judy for lunch and browsed at Target. Oh well, it makes for an interesting story.

Memorable Day 7:27 PM

Up early, laundry, reading. Then over to Mom and Dads for a visit. I brought along a gift for them. It is a hard to come by item. Since I spend lots of time surfing the Internet, I found it. I ordered a number of them to give as gifts. Ate lunch, played a rousing game of scrabble, did a crossword puzzle, stayed for dinner. Came home, napped, watching another ANTM marathon, reading, whistling.

Wheels In Motion 3:02 PM

a cool rainy morning made way for blue skies, sun, warmer temperatures. Ran out early and went grocery shopping before the crowds. Napped and read for a while. Got the bike out of storage and took it for a ride along the lake. Went the distance and only stopped to rest at a picnic table along the trail once on the way back. I definitely need to shape up a bit. I'll take it a mile at a time.

I have now made arrangements for my journey to Florida. I have book my flight and rental car for June 15th through the 23rd. I will be exploring the region, scoping out potential employment and housing. After all these years of talk, I am finally going to do something about my dreams.

Tomorrow looks to be a nice day weather-wise. Thinking about pulling out the bow and arrow and heading over to the archery field and giving that another try. I'm sure I'll have to condition myself for that too, but it is something I want to do and now's the time to do it. I'll see, lounging on the couch is just as appealling.

There's Something In These Dreams . . . 2:52 PM

With one phone call the plan is in motion...

more to follow

It Depends On Who You Talk To 2:54 PM

Since it was such a beautiful day out, I decided to get out there and enjoy it. Went to Stone Creek Coffee, ordered a Mocha, and sat out on the patio. I watched traffic, I watched people, I watched birds, enjoyed the sun. A guy came out to sit in the sun and took the table next to me. We started talking. Turns out he has stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma, terminal. We chatted for about thirty minutes. Lokking at him, you would never guess he was ill, but the lymphoma was spread throughout his body, he has been battling it for about five years. Conventional treatment has not been working so he is going through three different experimental treatments. He told me he knew what he was facing, yet was happy, optimistic. I ended up telling him my story, my situation. He listened and gave me advise in parting. Follow your heart.

Passenger 13509 5:04 PM

Today, My Mom, Dad, and I ventured down to the museum to tour the RMS Titanic exhibit. We roamed through other displays, including the butterfly wing before our scheduled tour. Upon arrival we were given a boarding pass with details of a passenger on board the Titanic for it's maiden Atlantic voyage. I received ticket 13509 Mr. Francis Davis Millet, East Bridgewater Massachusetts, First Class Cabin E-38. The display started with champagne bottles found at the wreckage site. We then boarded the ship and were able to view the accommodations, and the night of her final passage. Of all the artefacts on display, the one that struck me the most was a stewards jacket from one of the crew members. The display included a real iceberg that you could touch, fixtures from the ship, a section of the hull, and personal items recovered. There were accounts from passengers aboard, including plenty of pictures on display. As the tour ended, there was a log of surivors. "I" (Passenger 13509) was among those lost that night. It was a very well done presentation and I enjoyed the experience.

Disney Moments 7:08 PM

I find that no matter how I am doing, I am moved by the wonders of Disney animation. I spend many hours watching the movies, have them all on VHS and DVD. There's a magic to them that I find captivating and uplifting. These are two of my favorite songs, one from The Lion King and one from The Lion King II. Inspirational, Powerful.

Flat Tire 12:43 PM

I went out for a bike ride earlier today. Got about two miles into the ride when I noticed the back tire was losing air. I turned around and headed home, by the time I was a block away, I had to walk the bike. I have an air pump, so I went to reinflate the tire, but I ended up pushing the stem down into the rim and could not attach the pump. I'll be lugging the bike over to Mom and Dad's to get some help. I want to get back on the bike path!

Changes Are Coming 10:41 PM

Over the next few weeks I am going to be tinkering with the format/layout of the blog. So things will look different on occasion until I figure out what I want to do with it. It's time for an overhaul.

Storm Chasing 9:53 AM

I am fascinated by storm chasers. I watch shows about this whenever I come across them on TV. There has been some pretty incredible footage of tornados captured by the chasers. I certainly wouldn't want to put myself in the path of an oncoming storm, but am intrigued by the people who do. I do appreciate a good thunderstorm though.

Sleepy 10:42 PM

I am sleepy. Been sleeping all evening. Up for a little while, yawning. ready to go back to sleep. It's just one of those tired and sleepy days.

A Box Of Feathers 5:04 PM

A mystery in the making. I received a package via UPS. I couldn't recall purchasing anything recently so thought somebody sent me a present. (I'm deserving.)

It has a typed label with my name and address, with a return address out of Florida. A web search has come up empty, no identification, and the UPS site is not informative either. What's interesting is the contents. Feathers. Lots of feathers. White with black tips. Hmmm...

When you find feathers upon your path it could be taken to mean that you are on a higher spiritual path (whether you accept it or not), and it may be a sign of encouragement as you philosophically travel on this path.

Finding feathers on your path is also symbolic of having a lighter outlook on life or a particulary situation. When we see feathers in our midst it is considered a message that we need to lighten up, not take things too seriously, and try to find the joy in our situation.

Some common symbolic meaning of feathers are:

Heightened awareness
Light heartedness
Enlightenment
Prayer
Divinity
Progress

Interesting indeed . . .

Insights 6:29 PM

You have come out with the Oceanic soul type. This would describe you as a person who is generally happy inside with an array of surfacing moods that tend to effect the people around you more than you would like. You are very busy dealing with things that seem like they would make no sense to the people in your life. You long for communion emotionally with someone but can't seem to find anyone who fits the bill. It is exceedingly important for an Oceanic soul to realize they are part of something by nature that is so vast, so incredible, so infinitely changing that they do not need to 'connect' the way they have learned to think that they do. All they really need to do is take notice of the beauty they are a real bonafide part of and participate fully. It is by exerting will in this small behavioral way that will bring them into a light that is very attractive to the right kind of people for them. Ironically, once an Oceanic realizes what they are a part of and starts to really willfully participate, they no longer feel such a need for connection.so get busy Oceanic soul! You have a lifetime of tides to ebb and flow through, and a whole world of beauty to be a part of.

All For You Mom 5:41 PM

Got to spend the day over by Mom and Dads. Coffee, Donuts, Chocolate milk, Scrabble, Dinner, Conversation, Brothers, Sisters, Phone calls, Baseball, time together. It was a good day. Love you Mom!

Cat Mechanic 4:19 PM

While changing the spark plugs, wires, distributor cap, and rotors, Scout (or Gem, not sure which) came to see what was happening in the barn.

Pretending To Be 6:51 AM

Car mechanic.

Magnolias 4:15 PM

My brother Tim has been talking about two magnolia trees down on the UWM campus for weeks, waiting for them to bloom. Back in the day when I wandered the campus, the trees were there, and I was oblivious to them as I walked by them. For the first couple of weeks they were budding, unremarkable in their appearance. I didn't see them last week, so we walked by them this week. They were in full bloom. Beautiful, Stately, Majestic and the air around them scented. I never knew they were magnolia trees.

Today is a warm Spring day, so instead of hopping in the car to run errands, I decided to walk to the auto parts store. It was nice to get out and enjoy the weather. I purchased the spark plugs, wires, rotor, and cap needed to tune up the Jeep and walked home along Lake Drive. I noticed a number of blossoming magnolia trees on the way home. I smiled as I passed, a secret revealed, a little truth in the beauty of trees, a little bit of knowledge of the wonder of nature.

Thanks Tim!

A New Dog 3:55 PM

The day is warm, some sun, perfect to get outside. Did a little job hunting this morning, some reading, then got ready to meet Tim for lunch down at UWM. Got there at my regular scheduled time, had to wait an hour for his assistant to arrive. We chatted, surfed the net ubtil Aaron showed up. Then we walked over to the Dogg Haus, where I had to get the Atlanta Dog. Usually I get a Chicago dog, buttoday I wanted to try something new. The Atlanta Dog is a chili dog, with onions and cole slaw on top. All I can say is YUM. I wolfed it down before Tim was half way through his meal. I still favor my Chicago Dog, but have another new favorite!

A Little JTLC 7:09 PM

I took a detour today from my normal couch surfing, job hunting ways. The Jeep needed a little care, so I went and got the oil changed, tires rotated, air filter replaced, fluid levels checked. Now to get the spark plugs and distributor cap fitted and the Jeep will be running like a champ!

The Swim Of Things 8:46 PM

The day went by fast. Up early, online job hunt, quick shower and over to Mom and Dad's for a journey to Gurnee. Acquired a new slow cooker. After shopping, a stop for lunch. Back home and I read, fell asleep, up for dinner. Afterward I wanted to get out and do something. I searched the Internet and discovered that Pulaski Pool has open swim. Without hesitation, I grabbed my suit and headed over to the pool before I talked myself out of it. I got there, not too crowded, changed, and swam some laps. Not my best effort, but I actually did it, enjoyed it, will do it again. Could this be the start of something. . .? Hmmm . . .

The Swing Of Things 12:23 PM

I wandered the lake front this morning. Sat on the cliff and just wondered. How did I get to this point, how do I shake the feeling of desolation, where am I going? I gave everything to those I counted on, everything and feel empty now. Somehow this song captures me as I am. I sat on the cliff and revelled in the beauty, the simplicity, the complexity of nature. Sat and watched.

Up With The Sun 6:43 AM

Early morning for me today. Going to start some laundry, finish the book I'm reading, then get outside. The sun is out, it's supposed to be a nice day, and I want to enjoy it away from the couch!

Yesterday, I got in contact with an old friend I used to work with years ago(actually, she contacted me), and as we were talking she informed me she had been diagnosed with hodgkin's lymphoma in February and is currently going through treatment. It started a long conversation as I told her about my experience with the disease, she told me hers. It was a good conversation for the both of us.

Last night, I talked with my friend who just finished her treatment for colon cancer for over an hour. She has responded well to them and is hoping for a reprieve, depending on test results and scans. I am hopeful too.

Oh, it's 7:01am and I can now use the laundry facilities, so starts my day.

Early In The Morning 6:20 PM

3am. The phone rings. I reach out. Answer it. Dial tone. I'm up. Get dressed. Brush teeth. Gel hair. The phone rings. Again. I reach out. Answer it. Jody is on her way. Grab my keys. Head out the door. Foggy. Streets deserted. 20 minutes go by. 80 blocks go by. 4 cars go by. She's waiting. In the lobby. 9 hours go by. 1,000s of people go by. $111.37 more than I had. I leave. Drive home. Nap. Still tired.

Viewing Habits 7:51 PM

Having time on my hands, I have become accustomed to the day time TV schedule on cable. I now find myself watching shows that I never would have given a second glance to. One in particular is Little House on the Prairie. I ran across it while flipping channels one day. Every morning I tune in to see it. Today's episode happened to be about Mary going blind and I found myself on the edge of my seat as her sight failed and wanted to scream as she cried out for Pa. I laugh at myself for this one, I never would have thought I'd be hooked on the saga of the Ingall's family as I was as a child. I need to find a job!

I Got It 7:28 PM

I'm done with moping around. Today brought the one thing I needed to let the past go, embrace the future. Oh yeah, there were actually jobs to apply for online too!

Words To Live By 9:43 PM

Lately I have been searching. Searching for a way to put myself together again. I feel adrift, lost. things unravelled for me back in December, have continued to go haywire since. It seems like everything I am trying to accomplish just falls apart. My mindset is on uprighting myself, getting things in order, back to good. While on the Internet today, I came across a quote from Mother Teresa, which I have read before. It really moved me, carries a powerful message. I will now instill it into myself, my life.

"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it"

Let The Sunshine In 1:29 PM

The day is sunny, warm, have the windows open wide and am enjoying it very much. Tonight I am going to see Hair at the UWM Peck School of the Arts with Char, Tim and Julia. I'm looking forward to it, the performance, the music, and getting to spend some time with friends and family, who bring sunshine into my life.

Just What I Needed . . . 2:51 PM

I was online today applying for a job in web design. The job site sent me to the companies website to fill out a questionnaire about my experience. About half way through a pop up window appeared thanking me for applying, and based on the answers provided, I did not meet the eligibility requirements. I laughed, even though I was disappointed.

In the mail today I received the first unemployment compensation check along with two letters denying me four weeks of unemployment for not following proper procedure when registering. Again I had to laugh, even though I was disappointed by more government bureaucracy.

Then I read my brother Patrick's blog. Again I laughed. And I smiled. And I cried. Somehow he always finds a way to be there for me.

http://dndpat.blogspot.com/2009/04/when-i-need-lift.html

The Standard 6:03 PM

Another day of searching online for a suitable career. I have applied for so many positions now that I do not remember all of them. I'm going to start a log of every job I apply for from this point on. For the amount of jobs I applied for, I have received just a few rejection emails. They are all pretty standard, formal, impersonal, cold. Here is a copy:

Dear Matthew,

Thank you for submitting your resume to [comapny deleted] for consideration.

We are fortunate to have many qualified candidates apply to each of our
positions. We have reviewed the qualifications of each candidate and after
careful consideration, we have determined that the credentials of other
candidates may better fit our needs at this time.

Good luck on your search for employment.

The only nice thing is these companies actually acknowledge that you have expressed interest.

Rain Rain Go Away 7:10 PM

Today has been overcast and the rain makes me sleepy (like I need an excuse to nap the day away). Yesterday was such a nice warm day. I ventured over to Mom and Dad's for lunch, Michael stopped over, we played a game of scrabble, then Pat and Toni came by, then Tim and we all sat around the kitchen table laughing and talking and had a good visit. I read in the evening, went to bed, got up early and headed down to the casino with Mom and Dad, where I ended up winning $100.21 for my efforts. Too bad that only happens once in a while, Ireally need to avoid the casino these days! Came home and napped and read. I blame it all on the dreary day. What'll be my excuse for tomorrow?

The Moon, The Stars, The Symphony 7:38 AM

Last night Tim, Julia, and I went out for dinner at the Carleton Grange, where we all enjoyed a fish fry. We had attempted to go to the South Shore Inn, but their kitchen is closed for renovations. After dinner, we headed over to the Wehr Nature Center, met up with Michael, and were going to go on the Moon Stroll/Astronomy Hike. It was a preregistered event, not show up and participate one so we ventured out on our own nature walk. As it grew darker, we stopped back at the car to get a flashlight and ventured back to the trails. we ended up near a lake sitting on a pier talking when we all noticed the geese were starting to become restless, noisy. They grew louder and louder, we saw geese fighting, flying across the water, it was chaotic. We watched in amazement as it continued on, the geese were definitely battling, their cries echoing, creshendoing, a cacophony of noise. As I listened, it reminded me of music, a song of nature. It was amazing. After a while the geese started settling down, the dance, the song over. We walked back to the car, went to Kopps, then to Barnes and Noble. I really enjoyed the night.

The Leo Dragon 8:32 PM

Everything won't be so easy during these days: despite some valuable awareness, you'll go through moments of stress, disillusions, and conflicts. If your heart is free to be taken, you'll make an encounter of paramount importance during a meeting at your close relatives' house. Your resistance against microbial and viral infections will be reduced; therefore, redouble your precautions and consider, for example, taking a trace-element treatment so as to reinforce the natural defenses of your body. The stars will protect you, and nothing serious can bring you down. Try to be much more tactful so as to improve things. Your cholesterol level could increase; get a blood test made, replace meat with fish more often and butter with vegetable oils. You can count on some valuable friendly support, which will give you the means of carrying out a project that you have so close to your heart.

This is my horoscope for the next month. I'll see how things pan out.

The Phone Won't Stop Ringing 5:14 PM

Today my telephone (landline) has been ringing non-stop. Some of the calls I actually answered, most I've let the answering machine get. Seems that since I have registered at so many job sites, my name has been released to many solicitors, none of which I am interested in dealing with. So much for the no call list. When the phone rings, I look to see who it is, if I don't recognize the name, I don't answer. Unfortunately none have been job offers, prize notifications, or the one person who I want to talk to the most. Oh well, the answering machine is keeping busy.

Leftovers 9:05 PM

I had the second helping of ham, turkey, green beans, stuffing, and sweet potatos from Easter dinner tonight. It was a great meal on Sunday, a great meal last night, and a great meal tonight as well. Sometimes leftovers are better than the actual meal itself. Today was no exception. When a meal is great to start with, tou can;t have bad leftovers. And do I love sweet potatos!

Headache 6:29 PM

Today is rather overcast and rainy. I've had a pounding headache all day, took some excedrin earlier and pretty much napped the afternoon away. I applied for some jobs online, contemplating my next approach in finding a job, and thinking about getting Windows certification to add to the resume. Looking for a job is a headache in itself, given the current economic situation. The search continues . . .

Hoppin' Down The Bunny Trail 12:05 PM

Happy Easter to everybody! Family, friends, readers, enjoy the day! Peter Cottontail wouldn't have it any other way . . .

Seeing Red (Lobster) 5:50 PM

The ad for lobsterfest got me craving. Craving for their garlic cheddar biscuits. So when Julie suggested we meet for lunch, the obvious choice was Red Lobster. I met Julie and Hiro when it opened today, and dined on biscuits, seafood stuffed mushrooms, wood fire grilled chicken, and garlic shrimp skewers. Yum! Then we stopped at Starbucks, grabbed some coffee, and went to her house for the afternoon. Watched Finding Nemo, well, it was on while Hiro entertained me before nap time!

Seeing Red (from laughing at myself) 9:59 PM

So I just got in about 20 minutes ago from sitting in the lobby of the building because I ran out to catch the UPS man and let the door close behind me and didn't have my keys. I wasn't wearing shoes either. Of course no one was around to answer the buzzer and I had to wait until someone cam home. It was a little after 7:00pm when I heard the truck arrive, my buzzer doesn't work, so I had to go downstairs. I missed Survivor, Hell's Kitchen, and Harper's Island, Funny thing is, the same thing happened to me last year. I do like the messenger bag I ordered to carry my lap top in though!

Seeing Red (Tape) 5:19 PM

Yesterday I went to lunch with Christine and one of the topics of discussion was unemployment benefits. I haven't gotten any notification since originally filing, and neither had she, and others let go from the company have been collecting benefits. So I wondered if the Social Security issue was affecting my unemployment somehow. I attempted to access my account online but was directed to call. So this morning I did. After waiting 40 minutes, I finally got a representative. My unemployment claim had been closed due to inactivity!?! I explained that after my initial filing, I have not received any notifications. The rep started explaining to me that I was to follow the online instructions and had failed to do so, thus the claim was closed. I told her I was waiting for further information and didn't realize that I was approved immediately. After being lectured, I had to reapply for unemployment benefits. I am now reregistered and can collect benefits while I am unemployed. I was releived in a way that social security wasn't involved, but frustrated by the process which should be simpler than it is. I realize I do not like dealing with government offices.

Shopping Spree 2:08 PM

Today I went shopping. Shopping for a job. Got dressed in nice pants, shirt, sweater, headed to a Job Fair and went through from table to table. Left my resume with some, chatted with some. Not really into the whole job fair scene, too much chaos and superficiality. The best part of the morning was wearing the shoes I bought a few weeks ago! I stayed for about an hour. Then I went to the grocery store and loaded up on food. Have a nice stocked freezer, refrigerator, and cupboards now. After I got home, I surfed job boards online, applied for a number of jobs posted. Now I've got yet another ANTM marathon showing on TV, a Java Monster open, and about to pick up my latest book.

Lazy Days 10:13 AM

Been doing pretty much of nothing lately. Applying for jobs online, reading, watching TV, listening to music. Got to the book store for a while yesterday, the casino today. Going to settle in for the coming storm, do some laundry and just lounge. Stocked up on Java Monster, Kool-Aid, Chicken Strips, and Mac & Cheese so I'm good for the day or ow long the duration the storm is. Today seems to be a good one to just be lazy.

A Little Pampering 1:33 PM

After

Before

I needed to clean myself up a bit, so when the job interviews start rolling in, I look presentable. I went to Sportcuts and had a haircut, hot towel wrap, and a neck & shoulder massage. I feel Pretty! Damn! Good!

Hairy Situations 5:39 PM

Situation One:

1:00pm today the line for Taco Bell is not moving, stretching through the hallway at UWM, quick decision, let's go to Qdoba on Oakland, order queso burrito, black beans, sour cream, salsa. good, tasty, filling, 3/4 finished, take a forkful, encounter clump of hair, notify indifferent manager, "what do you want me to do with it?", "it's on top not in the food", offer of a burrito to go, I'll pass, thank you, emailed the corporation once I returned home

Situation Two:

9:15pm yesterday knock at the door, neighbor across the hall is standing there dressed in torn shorts, his elbow wrapped in a towel, blood flowing, he fell in the shower, his elbow smashing the ceramic soap dish on the wall, does he need to go to the emergency room, can I check to see just how bad he's cut, the blood won't stop flowing, unwrapped, there's still a shard of ceramic in the wound, tweezers, a quick pull, it's removed, compression, talking in the hallway, the blood stops, the wound isn't bad, more talking, and it's decided no emergency room visit

Situation Three:

9:00am yesterday getting dressed for the day, pull on a sweater, it's got dog hair on it, from an old friend, and it's all in the foreground again, when will it pass, when does it stop, when does the hurting end

Rewarding 4:52 PM

I answered a simple trivia question while chatting with friends on FaceBook last evening about who performed the song Pop Muzik (M). Unbeknownst to me, I won the coveted blogger award the Silver Squirrel for useless trivia! A number of people compete for this award on a reoccurring basis and I got it just by conversing! I am proud of this accomplishment!

Powerless 12:21 PM

I was at a McDonald's over the weekend where the computer system wasn't working so the employees were taking orders by hand, writing down the order, using calculators to add up the bill, and using a cash box. It was rather interesting and amusing and felt like stepping back in time. During the snow storm over the weekend, there was thunder and the power went out four times within a twenty minute period early Sunday morning. It woke me up. It was rather interesting, amusing, and annoying.

In Search Of . . . 7:48 PM

Spent the day sending out resumes online, applied to a multitude of IT jobs, mostly in Florida. Since most companies now have web sites, it is easy to search the web and apply for jobs, no more hoofing it from company to company, yet it seems like I haven't done much in the way of job searching since I don't have to leave the couch to do it. I met Christine and Kristi for lunch at McDonald's (Yum, Filet o' Fish) just to get out of the house for a while. Yesterday I went over to UWM and had lunch with Tim, now a weekly tradition! The entire campus is Wi-Fi (wireless), so I am going to take the laptop with me on the next trip. There's a snow storm looming, so I just might hang low this weekend. I just want nice weather now, enough with the snow all ready!!! I am also toying with the idea of driving down to Florida to look for jobs, but right now it's just a thought . . .

Technically Speaking 6:53 PM

I received my new cell phone today and have it charging up. There are so many features to this phone it's going to take me days to figure out what I'm doing. Don't be surprised if I accidently ring you in the next couple of days! I'm excited to have it and going to be utilizing it alot. I like my new toy and I haven't even used it yet!

Looking Pt II 6:40 PM

I am processing things as I go along and I realize this is all part of letting go, moving on. While it has been difficult, I find myself thinking about past events, places, people, all the interesting, wild, fun adventures as a way of looking to the possibilities and adventures that await me. Those things will always be a part of me, a part of who I am. Of course, part of me still wants what was, all the good things, but I know things aren't what they were and could never be at this point. It's hard to let go, but harder to remain where I'm at. So I look to the future. It's wide open...

Looking 7:11 PM

I never thought that at this point in my life I would be looking for so many things. Not too long ago I was in the groove, had a circle of friends that I really enjoyed knowing, which has since disappeared just like that. I had a job, that while wasn't the best match for me, was challenging, interesting, kept me occupied, now that's disappeared too. Too many bumps in the road and the self confidence shrinks, disappears like that too. I can take the hits, shake myself off, move on, but it is a bit much at once. I looked for a job and insurance today (even though I most likely will go with COBRA thanks to the President's 65/35 initiative which makes it affordable. I will continue to get my resume out there, found a couple of job sites I will be signing up at. As for the circle of friends, that seems to me the most daunting of tasks, to put myself out there after all these years. A job certainly would help me afford to get out and socialize. I hate to say it, but I sure do miss the friends that have gone.

Networking (Notworking) 3:01 PM

I went and purchased my new laptop computer. It had to be done. It will be easier to research on the Internet now, look for jobs, stay connected. That is if I ever get my wireless network up and running. The simple install has become quite a process, spent many hours trying to get it to work, to no avail. At one time I couldn't even access the web with my old desktop. Yikes. I still haven't gotten the laptop to identify the wireless router even though it is working and the network has been created and identified by the desktop computer. I'll keep trying. In the meantime, I'll just use a wireless signal the laptop is picking up from someone else in the neighborhood . . .

A Day Like Any Other 2:41 PM

Well, it is the first day of Spring, otherwise it's pretty much the same. Not too many job postings to choose from, going to have to get more active on the job search, actually go to a job service or something. Glad I made it through Winter. Not particularly a pleasant one for me. It had it's moments. I ordered a new cell phone (which I will post about once I receive it). I also found the lap top computer I want. Now to debate whether or not to actually purchase it. I do need a new computer, the one I'm using is eight years old and I have to wrestle with it more and more to stay connected. Had lunch this week with Jody, Tim and Christine, been spending much of the time reading, watching TV. It's just another day.

Home Invasion 3:08 PM

The weather is absolutely wonderful. Sunny, warm, windy. I propped open the windows for the first time this year. Along with the warmer weather comes the swarm of Asian beetles that call the front windows home. There are 100s of them. I could spend the day vacuuming them up and there still would be 100s more clustered in the windows. It's almost like they're crawling out of the woodwork. I just can not get rid of them. Oh well, I suppose if I get out and enjoy the nice weather, why shouldn't they? Creeping, nasty little critters.

Oh The Horror!!! 5:57 PM

I stayed up way too late last night watching horror movies on cable TV last night. I turned off the TV around 3:30am and settled into a rough sleep. About 9:00am I finally got moving. I ran a couple of errands and took a walk since it was a really nice day out. I was unproductive on the job search, but will get into the swing of things for sure tomorrow. Yesterday afternoon I stopped by Mom and Dad for lunch and two games of scrabble (won one just barely, lost one considerably). Then I read, watched TV and planned on going to bed early. Then I started watching FX. The movies were bad, but I couldn't help but watch them.

Winds Of Change 7:26 PM

Today was a nice day out. Sunny, not bitter cold, the promise of Spring, beautiful days, no more snow, frigid weather. I am liking DST already, not so dark, at 5:00pm. Got out, went to the book store, then lunch with Jan at Baker's Square. Browsed books on job searches, resumes, found one on ancient Egypt that I ended up buying. I received my severance check in the mail today, closing out an 11 year run. Things are definitely different in my life, major changes coming down the pipeline. There's the shift in my circle of friends, one I really am sorry to see go. The job hunt will be amping up, and I will go where the job is. New places, new people, new responsibilities. Certainly change is in the air.

My Couch 9:02 PM

I love my couch. It is such a big part of my life. I eat on it, watch TV, movies, videos, DVDs, sleep on it, read, lounge, talk on the phone, socialize, nap, plan, so much. Slightly worn tan crushed velvet high back, not a bad color and could fit through the doorway of my apartment building. I’ve had it for many years; it’s starting to show. I will have to get a new one at some point soon. I don’t want to though. Sitting on the couch I can have real or imaginary conversations, wild fantasies, troubled woeful lonely times. Sitting on the couch comforts me, supports me, holds me, soothes me. My couch doesn’t judge me, doesn’t push me away. Without a doubt, I love my couch.

Managing 7:05 PM

Each day is just like the same. I get up, have breakfast, shower, get dressed and fill in the hours. I check job sites, have the TV going, wait for the mail. I filed for unemployment benefits yesterday. Today I went and sat with Tim at his job for a couple of hours. He is a great thoughtful manager. He is so good to and with his employees, respectful and decent. I am so proud of him. He is so good to me also. We went to lunch at The Dogg Haus, which has great Chicago Dogs, my favorite. He treated. Then on the way back to his office, he bought us hot chocolate. I couldn't ask for a better brother and I hope he knows how much I love and respect him. Now I'm just filling in the hours...

Homefront 3:43 PM

Not much going on lately. Just kicking around the apartment, running errands, laying low. Applied for a couple of jobs online, playing games, watching TV. Met Christine for lunch today, it was nice to see her, talked about my trip to Disney, her planned trip there, just living life day by day. I now have a day time TV schedule to go along with the evening one. That's just plain wrong!

Puzzle Pieces 6:33 PM

Today I started a jigsaw puzzle. Figuratively speaking. I updated my resume and started applying for a new job. I am focusing on IT. I am looking at both the greater Milwaukee area along with Orlando and Sarasota in Florida. The effort put into finding a career is like putting together a jigsaw puzzle, making sure you have the correct pieces in the right place.

This weekend, I got to see Pat and Toni, Tim and Julia, over lunch at Mom and Dads. Then we viewed pictures from the trip to Florida. I enjoyed reliving the moments. Mom, Julia, and I played scrabble too. I do like word games. Sunday brought overcast, dreary, rain weather complete with thunder and lightning, freezing rain, and snow. I had to chisel off my car this morning. Tomorrow, I'll work on the puzzle some more.

Rain 11:58 AM

The last two days have been warm, sunny. Today it's overcast and raining. Gray. I like it that we're starting to come out of the winter cycle. Been slowly getting things together for the job search, will start surfing the web and sending out resumes. Got down to the casino twice, once for dinner, once for lunch. Turned $10 into $90 so I have some fun money to throw around. Saw Watchmen last night, good, dark movie. Just kind of lounging today, who knows what I'll get myself into.

A Day At The Fair 6:11 PM

Spent several hours getting nowhere at a job fair being held at UWM. There were over 80 employers represented, and hundreds of people seeking jobs. I must say that I am unprepared, but have to start somewhere. Most were brief superficial interviews, collecting resumes, then picking and choosing potential actual applicants. One financial company's rep told me I wasn't qualified. I explained that a job is about learning, and I have had 20+ years learning a multitude of processes and procedures and what did she mean by not qualified? She explained my degree wasn't in finance or business. All the positions are for entry level, how much qualification does one need? I don't think I will be getting a call back from that company.

All Day All Day 7:10 PM

Definitely sick, up most of the night coughing and hacking. Slept in hourly spurts until I got off the couch about 8:00am. Had breakfast, showered, and did some running this morning, supplies to print and send resumes. Returned home and have been on the couch since, napping. Have a humidifier running, drinking warm tea, water, trying to stave off this nasty cold.

Extended Vacation 12:37 PM

Woke up this morning to a mound of snow. Had to navigate the roads to get to work. Started up the coffee, went about my morning routine, playing catch up after a week away. About an hour into my day I was summoned up to Human Resources and let go effective immediately. My position had been eliminated. Boxed up my stuff and fled the building. I'll miss the few people I liked, glad I don't have to endure those I couldn't stand and with all the upheaval that's been going on in my life, know that I am destined for bigger and better, and feel at ease. Now if only it would stop snowing.

Cold Fronts 2:27 PM

It certainly is a shock to the system to go from 70 degree weather to the teens. I am now battling a cold as it tries to take hold of my body. It started with an itchy throat and has progressed to congestion and a sore throat. I had to run out in the cold to Walgreens to get some medicine since all I had in the medicine cabinet had expired. I've been drinking plenty of fluids and basically lounging on the couch. Outside of the minor irritations, I feel all right, just don't want to let this cold get the better of me and want the weather to warm up just a bit too.

Trippin' 9:57 AM

Back from a wonderful trip to Orlando with Pat and Toni. Did a lot in the time I was there. Encapsulated: Florida Mall, Downtown Disney, Magic Kingdom with Pat, Tim and Julia, Hollywood Studios, Animal Kingdom with Pat, Uncle Doug and Aunt Christine, Orlando Ale House, more Florida Mall, Airport and a live episode of the Jerry Springer Show (you are an effin' crackhead!). I had a great time, Thanks Pat and Toni! Now to unpack, relax, unwind. If only I could motivate . . .

Time Traveler 11:32 AM

my bags are packed, boarding pass printed, now the wait. I'm excited, anxious, want to rush through the day so I can get to the airport, get on the plane and be at the happiest place on earth. If only I could move time. But as soon as it's here, it would be over and that isn't any fun, so I bide my time, I'll be there soon enough.

Snow, Cars, Bar, & Burgers 6:29 PM

That pretty much sums up the day. Originally I was supposed to go to the Chicago Auto Show, but the snow storm changed the plans. Instead, I went to the car show downtown with Tim, Scott, Mike and Miles. We wandered through all the cars on display, my attention lingered on the Jeep Wrangler and the Dodge Nitro. Once we were done, we all went out for a late lunch to Sobelman's for burgers and fries. I even had a beer. After all, I am on vacation. The suitcase is 90% packed, leaving it open just in case I change my mind or want to add something. I won't zip it closed until I am heading out to the airport.

Why It's So Cold In Here 5:25 PM

Embarrassing moments make life so much more entertaining and interesting. I got dressed this morning and decided to stop at Starbucks on my way in to work. Instead of using the drive through, I went into the store. Ordered two mochas and a snack. Getting into the Jeep, I thought "damn, it's cold today". Got to work and sat with Marti and chatted for a while before starting work. About a half hour later I wondered why I was cold, noticed the dress pants I was wearing didn't seem to keep me from being chilled. I glanced down and saw that my pants zipper was wide open. I must not have pulled it up while getting ready and had been walking around for a good hour before I realized it. I rectified the situation, laughed about it, and went on with my day. Needless to say, I didn't feel so cold after that!

They Called Me Tigger 6:27 PM

I must have a noticeable bounce in my step these days. At work, it has been mentioned that I have been more animated, upbeat, and funny. Could it be my impending trip to Orlando and Disney? Could it be I'm finally moving on from the downward spiral of January, shaking the effects of wayward friends? All the above? I feel like I am more myself, optimistic,living life, enjoying myself. I did have my down time, now it's time to appreciate all that life has to offer. And there's a whole world for me to get out and discover.

Step Aside 6:13 PM

I went to Culver's with Christine for lunch today. She got in line on the left, and I stood to the right. As I got to the counter and started to order I lost my train of thought. I proceeded to tell the cashier that I didn't know what I wanted. He told me to step aside since there were other customers in line waiting to order. Christine just finished ordering and her line was empty so I stepped over to that register and placed my order, just like I had intended in the first line. I chuckled. I've never been asked to step aside before! I found the whole thing too funny to get angry, especially since I was able to order right away. The flavor of the day must have distracted me.

Preparations 6:39 PM

I pulled out the suitcase tonight. One week and I'm off to sunny Florida, and Disney! I can hardly wait. I will be doing something each night to get ready. I could get it all dome now, but that wouldn't be any fun. This way I stretch out the eager anticipation until the morning I leave. Plus I keep changing my mind on what to bring with me!

Fourteen 4:10 PM

"who doesn't long for someone to hold, someone to love you without being told, somebody tell me, why I'm on my own, if there's a soul mate for everyone"
song - soul mate by Natasha Bedingfield


Happy 14th.

One Of Those Days 5:10 PM

Today, I wanted to just stay curled up in a blanket, laying on the couch. That's what I'm doing now. . .

SS Update 6:51 PM

My 2008 Federal tax returns have been intercepted by Social Security for repayment of benefits I have not collected. Spoke with an unpleasant woman and got nowhere. Two years into this on-going process and it's still not resolved. I am seriously thinking about getting a lawyer at this time. Enough is enough.

On a side note, I contacted the Wisconsin Department of Revenue about my state taxes. Turns out, I did not claim rent paid on my 2005 returns (how did I miss that!?!), so I will file an amended return for an additional refund. I received my 2008 return in the mail!!! I have spending money for my trip to Disney!!!

At Work 6:44 PM

It was a busy day for me after having a couple of days off. It took me a while to get back into the swing of things, but then it was all business. I like the fact that it's busy at work, keeps me occupied and my mind doesn't wander and I keep focused on the project I'm working on. Don't get me wrong, I'd much rather be at play, but I know I got to work in order to play.

Home 2:08 PM

I had an incredible time at the Wildnerness on the Lakes in the Dells. It was a nice four day getaway. I managed to get to the casino and leave $50 ahead of when I got there! Spent lots of time at the water parks, soaking in the hot tub, eating plenty of good food, and enjoying the company. Now I will settle into my regular routine for a few weeks before I fly to Orlando for another trip to Disney. Well, the couch is calling and I am answering . . .

Four Days 5:56 AM

Doing my packing finally, heading out in a few hours to the Wilderness on the Lakes in the Dells for a long weekend. Looking forward to the rest and relaxation, the hot tub and the casino! Enjoy!

Netflix pt II 5:53 PM

(companion piece to another pat on the back)

I was given a gift subscription to Netflix from a friend who swears by the service. I had watched several movies by his house, thought it was a cool idea, so when I got the subscription, I started adding movies to my queue. They promptly arrive two at a time, I watch them, conveniently send them back, and within 48 hours, I have more movies to watch. I especially like getting the bad horror movies available, ones I never heard of!

White Out 7:00 PM

Winter continues. Today the snow and colder temps returned, even though it was mostly flurries. More of the same tomorrow. I sorted laundry tonight, doing the whites, tomorrow the darks. I started getting things together for the weekend jaunt to the Wilderness by the Lakes Resort in the Dells. Heading out on Friday for a long weekend. Looking forward to the water parks, the casino, spending time with Kim, Jody, Janet, and the gang. I need an escape from the day in, day out Winter routine.

Winter Weekend 11:24 AM

the cold that has been hanging around lessened up and it actually got to forty degrees yesterday. It didn't seem so frigid and dank. I spent time running around, hitting Target, Walgreen's, got time in with Kim, Heather, went to the casino for the last of the cruise drawings early, my name wasn't called, the machines weren't paying out. Baked cookies, ate my favorites, chicken tenders and macaroni and cheese, read, watched TV. I can start to turn my attention to preparing for my next trip to Orlando in a few weeks, ordered some new flips, shoes, shirts in preparation. Going to Mom and Dad's for pizza and Super Bowl later on. Just another winter weekend.