Cold Fronts 2:27 PM

It certainly is a shock to the system to go from 70 degree weather to the teens. I am now battling a cold as it tries to take hold of my body. It started with an itchy throat and has progressed to congestion and a sore throat. I had to run out in the cold to Walgreens to get some medicine since all I had in the medicine cabinet had expired. I've been drinking plenty of fluids and basically lounging on the couch. Outside of the minor irritations, I feel all right, just don't want to let this cold get the better of me and want the weather to warm up just a bit too.

Trippin' 9:57 AM

Back from a wonderful trip to Orlando with Pat and Toni. Did a lot in the time I was there. Encapsulated: Florida Mall, Downtown Disney, Magic Kingdom with Pat, Tim and Julia, Hollywood Studios, Animal Kingdom with Pat, Uncle Doug and Aunt Christine, Orlando Ale House, more Florida Mall, Airport and a live episode of the Jerry Springer Show (you are an effin' crackhead!). I had a great time, Thanks Pat and Toni! Now to unpack, relax, unwind. If only I could motivate . . .

Time Traveler 11:32 AM

my bags are packed, boarding pass printed, now the wait. I'm excited, anxious, want to rush through the day so I can get to the airport, get on the plane and be at the happiest place on earth. If only I could move time. But as soon as it's here, it would be over and that isn't any fun, so I bide my time, I'll be there soon enough.

Snow, Cars, Bar, & Burgers 6:29 PM

That pretty much sums up the day. Originally I was supposed to go to the Chicago Auto Show, but the snow storm changed the plans. Instead, I went to the car show downtown with Tim, Scott, Mike and Miles. We wandered through all the cars on display, my attention lingered on the Jeep Wrangler and the Dodge Nitro. Once we were done, we all went out for a late lunch to Sobelman's for burgers and fries. I even had a beer. After all, I am on vacation. The suitcase is 90% packed, leaving it open just in case I change my mind or want to add something. I won't zip it closed until I am heading out to the airport.

Why It's So Cold In Here 5:25 PM

Embarrassing moments make life so much more entertaining and interesting. I got dressed this morning and decided to stop at Starbucks on my way in to work. Instead of using the drive through, I went into the store. Ordered two mochas and a snack. Getting into the Jeep, I thought "damn, it's cold today". Got to work and sat with Marti and chatted for a while before starting work. About a half hour later I wondered why I was cold, noticed the dress pants I was wearing didn't seem to keep me from being chilled. I glanced down and saw that my pants zipper was wide open. I must not have pulled it up while getting ready and had been walking around for a good hour before I realized it. I rectified the situation, laughed about it, and went on with my day. Needless to say, I didn't feel so cold after that!

They Called Me Tigger 6:27 PM

I must have a noticeable bounce in my step these days. At work, it has been mentioned that I have been more animated, upbeat, and funny. Could it be my impending trip to Orlando and Disney? Could it be I'm finally moving on from the downward spiral of January, shaking the effects of wayward friends? All the above? I feel like I am more myself, optimistic,living life, enjoying myself. I did have my down time, now it's time to appreciate all that life has to offer. And there's a whole world for me to get out and discover.

Step Aside 6:13 PM

I went to Culver's with Christine for lunch today. She got in line on the left, and I stood to the right. As I got to the counter and started to order I lost my train of thought. I proceeded to tell the cashier that I didn't know what I wanted. He told me to step aside since there were other customers in line waiting to order. Christine just finished ordering and her line was empty so I stepped over to that register and placed my order, just like I had intended in the first line. I chuckled. I've never been asked to step aside before! I found the whole thing too funny to get angry, especially since I was able to order right away. The flavor of the day must have distracted me.

Preparations 6:39 PM

I pulled out the suitcase tonight. One week and I'm off to sunny Florida, and Disney! I can hardly wait. I will be doing something each night to get ready. I could get it all dome now, but that wouldn't be any fun. This way I stretch out the eager anticipation until the morning I leave. Plus I keep changing my mind on what to bring with me!

Fourteen 4:10 PM

"who doesn't long for someone to hold, someone to love you without being told, somebody tell me, why I'm on my own, if there's a soul mate for everyone"
song - soul mate by Natasha Bedingfield


Happy 14th.

One Of Those Days 5:10 PM

Today, I wanted to just stay curled up in a blanket, laying on the couch. That's what I'm doing now. . .

SS Update 6:51 PM

My 2008 Federal tax returns have been intercepted by Social Security for repayment of benefits I have not collected. Spoke with an unpleasant woman and got nowhere. Two years into this on-going process and it's still not resolved. I am seriously thinking about getting a lawyer at this time. Enough is enough.

On a side note, I contacted the Wisconsin Department of Revenue about my state taxes. Turns out, I did not claim rent paid on my 2005 returns (how did I miss that!?!), so I will file an amended return for an additional refund. I received my 2008 return in the mail!!! I have spending money for my trip to Disney!!!

At Work 6:44 PM

It was a busy day for me after having a couple of days off. It took me a while to get back into the swing of things, but then it was all business. I like the fact that it's busy at work, keeps me occupied and my mind doesn't wander and I keep focused on the project I'm working on. Don't get me wrong, I'd much rather be at play, but I know I got to work in order to play.

Home 2:08 PM

I had an incredible time at the Wildnerness on the Lakes in the Dells. It was a nice four day getaway. I managed to get to the casino and leave $50 ahead of when I got there! Spent lots of time at the water parks, soaking in the hot tub, eating plenty of good food, and enjoying the company. Now I will settle into my regular routine for a few weeks before I fly to Orlando for another trip to Disney. Well, the couch is calling and I am answering . . .

Four Days 5:56 AM

Doing my packing finally, heading out in a few hours to the Wilderness on the Lakes in the Dells for a long weekend. Looking forward to the rest and relaxation, the hot tub and the casino! Enjoy!

Netflix pt II 5:53 PM

(companion piece to another pat on the back)

I was given a gift subscription to Netflix from a friend who swears by the service. I had watched several movies by his house, thought it was a cool idea, so when I got the subscription, I started adding movies to my queue. They promptly arrive two at a time, I watch them, conveniently send them back, and within 48 hours, I have more movies to watch. I especially like getting the bad horror movies available, ones I never heard of!

White Out 7:00 PM

Winter continues. Today the snow and colder temps returned, even though it was mostly flurries. More of the same tomorrow. I sorted laundry tonight, doing the whites, tomorrow the darks. I started getting things together for the weekend jaunt to the Wilderness by the Lakes Resort in the Dells. Heading out on Friday for a long weekend. Looking forward to the water parks, the casino, spending time with Kim, Jody, Janet, and the gang. I need an escape from the day in, day out Winter routine.

Winter Weekend 11:24 AM

the cold that has been hanging around lessened up and it actually got to forty degrees yesterday. It didn't seem so frigid and dank. I spent time running around, hitting Target, Walgreen's, got time in with Kim, Heather, went to the casino for the last of the cruise drawings early, my name wasn't called, the machines weren't paying out. Baked cookies, ate my favorites, chicken tenders and macaroni and cheese, read, watched TV. I can start to turn my attention to preparing for my next trip to Orlando in a few weeks, ordered some new flips, shoes, shirts in preparation. Going to Mom and Dad's for pizza and Super Bowl later on. Just another winter weekend.

Security 6:24 PM

Today at work, the underwriting department had a meeting with management to discuss the current state of events. The company grew in 2008 in terms of business. With the unstable economy, companies are looking to cut costs and save money, so our business should continue to expand. The good news is there aren't any plans to reduce staffing at this time. It was nice to hear in these times of uncertainty.

Violence 5:51 PM

This morning, Barb at work came in and told the story of how the South Milwaukee High School was in lock down because of an incident between students. She had been dropping off her daughter when the police and ambulances started to arrive on the scene. She went to the office to find out what was happening and was told very little. After she arrived, her daughter called on the cell phone and informed her about the incident. One student stabbed another student. At the office, we talked how things have changed, as much as they stayed the same. When I was in High School, there was violence, and police came, but at no time was the school shut down, the situation was basically handled and the day went on as usual. Now, schools lock down, counselors are called in for the students, and it is headline news. It is unsettling that these things occur.

At Random 1:34 PM

I eat chocolate daily, I still love to dance, I draw on occasion, I write,
I experienced heartache and am glad I opened myself up to someone despite the outcome, I have quite a mix of gray hair in my goatee, I want to paint my bathroom silver, I want someday to own a pet greyhound, I prefer wearing flip flops over shoes, I have something relating to Disney in every room, I like each year better than the last, I drink too much coffee, I believe in Karma, I still believe in Santa Claus, I want a new vehicle, I begin and end each day with daily gratitudes, I love disco music, I drink 72 ounces of water daily, I still crave peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, I watch reality TV shows more than scripted shows, I believe love will conquer all, I still haven't decided what I want to be when I grow up. I love beaches and oceans. I don’t wear a watch. I want to get red furniture, I buy most of my clothing on the Internet.

Reading Between The Lines 6:39 PM

I am at a loss how people read into intentions, actions, and conversations. How talking about a situation can cause anger, resentment, frustrations, and bad feelings. The chain reaction of events is dumbfounding and how do you overcome when the people involved stop listening and start to believe the worst in you. Being underhanded never leads to any good, yet it seems honesty can be just as devastating. I am accountable for my actions and words and deeds, right or wrong. I don't let someone else do the work for me.

Refrigeration 7:24 PM

The plan was to hibernate this weekend because the temperature was dropping again. So far I have gone to Lotus for dinner on Friday night, Mayfair Mall and the Cheesecake Factory today. I expected the have trouble starting the Jeep, but she ran beautifully in the cold. I've been putting off doing my laundry, so my Sunday morning will be filled with washing and drying. Then I might head out into the cold!

Taxing 4:51 PM

I filed my 2008 Federal and State taxes today. I am expecting a refund from both. I used Turbo Tax Online. It took about 30 minutes to complete and processing should take a couple of days. This is the earliest I have filed in recent years.

History In The Making 6:27 PM

I watched the inauguration online today. I was impressed by the number of people who turned out to be part of the event. I couldn't help but feel a bit patriotic, proud to be an American while I witnessed the pomp and circumstance. When the President was sworn in, then gave his speech, I was mesmerized. What a powerful moment in time and history. The text of the speech follows:

"I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we the people have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land — a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America — they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of shortcuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted — for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things — some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sanh.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions — that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act — not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. All this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions — who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them — that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works — whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. Those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account — to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day — because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control — and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our gross domestic product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart — not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our founding fathers ... our found fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all the other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort — even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West — know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to the suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment — a moment that will define a generation — it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends — hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism — these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility — a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.

This is the source of our confidence — the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed — why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent Mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

"Let it be told to the future world ... that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive...that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet (it)."

America, in the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

Thank you. God bless you. And God bless the United States of America."

Cold & Snow 7:44 PM

Made it through another cold snap. The Jeep started, ran in the sub-zero temps. Now it's snowing again. Winter. Each year, I wonder what I'm still doing here. Last night, I got together with Pat, Toni, Chris, Tim, Julia, and Mike over at Mom and Dad's for pizza. Spent the evening chatting and laughing with each other, it was a really nice gathering, hanging out with family. This morning I got up early, headed down to the casino for a trip give-away. As luck would have it, I didn't cash out of the machine when I was up money, didn't win the trip, or run into the friends I was supposed to meet down there. Tim and Julia picked me up later and we went shopping, almost got a new cell phone (still undecided which one to get), picked up some books, then had a good dinner of lobster and shrimp. I'm going to start reading one tonight, but have been lounging and watching TV. It's been a pretty good winter weekend.

On The Way Up 3:26 PM

It's all good. Better than that actually. Great news from the Oncologist today. No evidence of lymphoma within my system, all blood levels normal, including the platelets! I feel incredible. In remission two years and counting. No tests or blood work for another four months. I'm settling into myself, know what I'm capable of, know what I'm about, what I want, and making the necessary efforts to get there. I have inner peace, inner strength.

I booked my flight to Orlando for the last week in February, going to Disney! Joining Pat and Toni in the happiest place on earth to celebrate life.

Still 12:51 PM

An older post that reverberates:

While everything is going well, I find myself questioning so many things in my life. I feel adrift and get lost within my thoughts lately. I almost feel desperate to hold on to things to stabilize myself. I'm not depressed, or irrational, just want the best in everything, and trying to figure it all out, find where I belong. So many things I was content with no longer appease me, other things I believed I wanted I no longer think about. I just have to figure what it is I want. Besides leaving behind this feeling of unease.

Overheated 7:31 PM

Winter is definitely making it's presence known. A snow storm is currently underway, to be followed by a cold snap of arctic air, sub-zero temperatures. One would think there would be no such thing as overheated during a cold spell. On the way to work this morning, the engine temperature started fluctuating, dropping to 0 then shooting up to 260+, The engine light came on, it was overheating. I still had heat in the Jeep, yet there was no regulating. I suspected the thermostat blew. During lunch I picked up the parts and antifreeze, filled the reservoir tank, started the engine, and it overheated again. After work, I stopped over by Mom and Dad to replace the thermostat. On the way there, the engine temperature remained at a constant 210. No overheating. Dad and I checked everything over, added more antifreeze to the radiator and the reservoir tank, ran the engine, and everything seems fine, in working order. We decided to hold off on replacing the thermostat and will watch how the Jeep runs the next couple of days.

The Nature Of Things 4:27 PM

Paraphrasing from various resources to convey myself at this moment.

"Look to the nature of things, there you shall find the answers."

"If we want to listen to someone, we hear what we need to hear in order to inch closer. there is nothing wrong with hearing, catching every word, liking it to a little bit of truth."

I'm in a nebulant mood today

Long Drives & Short Appointments 8:30 PM

The snow made it an interestingly long drive to the oncologist this morning. I left about 7:00am and arrived at 8:20am. It normally would take at most 30 minutes. The oncologist only ordered a CT scan, no Pet scan. That meant 45 minute wait while the contrast material I had to drink circulated and 15 minutes having the scan done. Having a Pet scan would have added an additional 30 minutes in the machine. So the appointment took shorter than the drive there. Julia met me at the office, then we went out for breakfast and had a nice chat. I enjoyed spending the morning with her. The drive back home took about an hour. I have been lounging, napping, reading, watching TV and snacking since. All and all, a pretty good day, if I say so myself.

Going Fast 6:25 PM

Time is flying by. We're all ready a week into the new year. Sure hope winter goes by just as fast. Of course it's going to snow tomorrow, I get to drive to the Oncologist for the Pet and CT scans. I will be heading out early, driving slowly, in 4WD. I have to fast for 12 hours prior, so I will be nice and hungry by the time I get out. I liked not having doctor appointments the last couple of months. That time went fast too.

Paying For It 3:54 PM

I stopped at the grocery store earlier today to pick up snacks and frozen dinners to keep at work, along with some other things. In front of me at the check out there was an elderly gentleman buying some bottled juices. The total came up to $2.10 and he only had $2.05 in change. The cashier was going to void out the transaction. I told her I would pay the additional .05 for the guy. He turned to me, shook my hand, and thanked me for my kindness. After the cashier finished with my purchases, she thanked me too. One simple act goes a long way.

Hard To Keep Track 8:37 AM

The last two weeks have been disorienting, disorganized. Work a couple of days, have a couple off, work one day, have a few off, work several days, have a day off, work a day and have two off. It can really mess with your schedule, your routine. Even worse, I am now expecting to have a day or two thrown in periodically, but that isn't the case and I will be working a full week starting tomorrow. No, I won't. I have the follow up scans scheduled on Friday. So much for getting back to the day in day out. Might as well enjoy the day for what it is. I'm off today, right?

Dreaming 1:09 PM

Celebrated the new year with a five course dinner at Dream Dance in Potawatomi casino. It consisted of sparkling wine, black bean puree with Roma tomato and fennel, cheddar garlic focaccia biscuits, Oysters Rockefeller, Coquille St. Jacques, Beef Wellington, and Baked Alaska. It was delicious, quite a dining experience. Gambled through the night and rang in 2009 while the slot machines rang.

2009 Horoscope: A strong planetary emphasis on your partnership houses this year puts relationships front and center. Relationships of all kinds are likely to change and evolve in unexpected directions, and you attract new people into your life who inspire growth, healing and transformation. Strengthen your inner security through daily practices that feel nurturing and grounding -- then you can more easily open up to the magic and miracles that others have to offer.

Old And New 3:33 PM

To all my family and friends, have a Safe and Happy New Year.

Exhaustion 7:20 PM

I finally got around to taking the Jeep in for the emissions test after weeks of procrastination. There were three lanes open, yet everyone was intent on lining up in the middle lane for some strange reason. I pulled into the first lane and was next in line. Less than five minutes later, the Jeep was being tested. The middle lane had not moved at all. The Jeep passed the test and now I get to send in the registration fee and continue on my merry way. . .

Lately I have been wrestling with personal issues and feelings and it has affected a number of friendships and relationships outright. I realize I need to come to terms with everything around me to get back to my merry way. While I might be discouraged and saddened, I still soldier on, and leave it up to the universe to see where I go from here. I've experienced the good and will again. That I'm sure of. All is not lost and I am hopeful in time I will be on the right path. . .

The Last Of The Year 5:59 PM

I just realized that 2008 is winding down. It's been quite an interesting year indeed. There's so many events, people, and places that have provided good memories. Things like running to Target, Culver's on a lazy Saturday, Building a back yard, hitting numerous festivals, The Fourth of July fireworks, Six Flags Great America, two Disney Cruises, IPics, Suburbia, the Zoo, the torrential rains, visiting family. The list can go on. Thanks to everyone for making 2008 a good year.

Merry Christmas 7:21 AM

Wishing everybody I know peace and goodwill...

At Christmas 2:56 PM

Being with family and friends, having traditions and celebrating. Gratitude for all that you have, like food, drink, shelter, and loved ones. Giving presents and having hot cocoa. Sharing a laugh, a smile, spending time. Being kind, caring, thoughtful is what Christmas means to me.

I Believe . . . Do You? 10:27 AM

In Between Storms 10:58 AM

Winter has arrived. and it's not officially winter yet. 12+ inches of snow yesterday, more on the way. I stayed home from work yesterday, didn't like the conditions and the two foot drift across the jeep. took me about an hour to dig it out when I eventually got around to it. Been watching a lot of movies this weekend, have a stack of favorites, and a couple of Christmas shows to get me through. I'm going to wander this afternoon before the next round of snow. Every day gone by brings Spring that much closer, right?

Finding The Christmas Spirit 5:21 PM

For whatever reason, Christmas is just going to be another day for me this year. I'm not a bah humbug, nor am I depressed, just am not as excited as I could be about it. Fortunately, I did have a moment that personifies what Christmas is to me. A good friend from work was telling me a story about how her daughter wanted a toucan this year. She has Webkins stuffed animals and wanted the toucan to add to her collection. The toucan has been retired and hard to come by. Her daughter was devastated by the news and has been upset about not getting Toco the Toucan. In a brilliant flash of ingenuity, I jumped onto the Internet and was able to locate one on EBay, ordered it, and let my friend know her daughter would be getting Toco after all. She was grateful. To say that I will be making someone very happy on Christmas morning has given me a little bit of the magic that exists around this time.

Office Gossip 4:42 PM

I was on CBS58's website today, watching some of the video reports when I ran across one about the long lines at the Post Office. I caught a glimpse of my brother Tim, then there he was being interviewed! I got a complete kick out of seeing him!

Tonight is the company holiday party at a restaurant downtown. I have been debating whether or not I should go, ultimately, I am going to head on over and partake of the festivities. There's a number of people I want to see and enjoy spending some time with. I'm not going to let the cold stop me from celebrating and having a good time!

Change Of Mind 3:52 PM

Spent the weekend running about, to and from stores, over to Kim's house, visiting my parents. It was rather quite nice to do those things, enjoy the small moments instead of seeking the next big adventure. It's easy to get caught up in things and overlook others. The weather decided to be decent for a change, even though it's back to the cold and snow in a number of hours. I went to the bank to turn in the change I collect throughout the year (aside from the quarters I use for laundry) and was surprised that I saved over $100 dollars throwing my spare change into a container. I've already started a new collection.

Road Weary 6:57 PM

Driving home from work today, I couldn't help but notice just how poor the conditions of the roads are. The snow storm was a number of days ago and many of the side road have yet to be cleared and are now snow packed and icy. On the news the reports vary from how great cities are responding to cleaning the streets after last winters large snow totals to limiting the amount of salt usage because of low supply, limited resources, harm to streets and nature. I think it's due to budget crunches, cut-backs, and poor planning. I don't like driving in hazardous conditions and city officials are making the roads less safe in the process.

A Friend In Deed 6:11 PM

I was taken by surprise yesterday by the actions of a friend of mine. I didn't realize just how she felt about me and was completely floored by what she said to me. I of course have not been behaving like myself lately and she in turn told me so. I am grateful to have her as a friend.

Unsociable 8:02 PM

In the mail today was a letter from the Social Security Administration. It referenced the money I owe. I find it incredible that after over one year, the SSA still has not been able to figure out that I have not cashed any of the checks, even after providing copies of the voided, returned ones and an on-going review of my account. I have received letters inquiring about uncashed checks, so I expected things were finally moving in the right direction, but now I'm gong to have to contact them again, take time out to go to the local office and meet with an indifferent clerk who will explain there is nothing they can do to help clear the problem up. Dealing with SS frightens me, to see just how incompetent the US government really is. I'm not looking forward to the encounter.

Harsh Realities 8:38 PM

The TV screen is flashing storm advisories, watches, and warnings. It is December and it is Wisconsin after all. It snows, like it or not. When I got home from work tonight, there was a message on the answering machine from Oncology Alliance to schedule my next CT and Pet scans. I have been feeling great, no issues, no problems as of late and I have not thought about cancer for the last couple of months. I put it behind me, moved on, lived life. It's been wonderful. Then the flashing red light on the machine brings it all back. While it is just a scheduled follow-up, it now brings doubts and fears and what ifs. It's always there, you just find a way to push it aside, pretend it isn't there, yet the reality is, it is there. The trick is to not let it encompass you, burden you, scare you. It's been nice not having to contend with doctors and needles and blood draws for a while. I'll have to enjoy the next month and face the reality of it on the day of my appointment.

This Is Not The Bahamas 1:28 PM

I have been hibernating since I got back from the cruise. It's been cold, snowy. Hard to believe that a week ago I was in Florida, the Bahamas, warm, having another adventure on the high seas. I unpacked, did laundry, been watching TV, reading and trying to stay warm. Waiting for the next snow event, and the next one after that. Not really liking it here right now. I much prefer the warmth and the sun and the sand.

I Have Returned 10:36 AM

Another great trip onboard the Disney Wonder. It was an adventure to say the least. First Class upgrades, Winds in excess of 50 knots, breaking the ship from it's moorings, causing a delayed departure, sunshine, warmth, food, drink, movies, tours, flight delays and now cold and snow. As much fun as I had, it's still good to be home.

The Wonder 8:30 AM

My Horoscope for the day:

Your fiery energy is pushing you to explore more of the world -- and you can't help but get out there and check things out! Friends and family can follow along, but you are definitely leading the way!

Let the journey begin!

Set To Go 2:30 PM

Have my suitcase packed, boarding passes printed, and I'm ready to sail. Looking forward to running the decks of the Wonder, eat and eat and eat, lounge by the pool, snorkel at Castaway Cay, and completely enjoy my vacation. I had a really nice time with Mom and Dad yesterday. It would have been great had I won some money at the casino, but it didn't ruin the holiday. I'm going to spend the remaining time before I head out to the airport lounging, reading, watching TV, and snacking. I want to go now!!!

Stuffed 8:40 AM

Happy Thanksgiving Day! Getting ready to head out and stuff some slots, win big, stuff myself, eat big, then nap big too. The suit case is stuffed full, got most of my stuff together, almost ready for the next trip. There's still plenty of stuff to do in the mean time!

Some Day 7:08 PM

I'm beginning to look forward to the trip now, one week from today I will be on board the Disney Wonder once again, heading for the Bahamas. I never would have expected to be going again so soon, yet a fourth sailing in just a years time. Went out today to Culver's for lunch, Target to pick up incidentals and snacks for the trip, and a stop at the gas station to fill up the tank on the Jeep in preparation for tomorrow's first snow fall. I am not looking forward to the drive to work in the morning. Why do I remain in Wisconsin, when I long to live in Florida? Maybe some day.

One Week And Counting 4:16 PM

I am starting to prepare for the trip, did a bunch of laundry to get organized and start packing. I leave next Saturday for another adventure on the seven seas! Last night Doug and I went to see Twilight and were surprised to find we were two of three men in attendance. I knew there was a large female following for the books, but didn't expect an entire audience of women! The movie equalled the book and I enjoyed it completely. I made the mistake of going grocery shopping today around noon and it was crowded and people got on my nerves and I didn't get all I intended to get just because I wanted to be out of there quickly. I should have known better. Tonight I plan on lounging and curling up with a good book. And thinking about the cruise...

What A Weekend 4:10 PM

It's been a cold long week. I want to wrap up in a blanket and hibernate. Of course since it's the weekend, I will spend some time doing just that and others running around. Getting out to see Twilight tonight, have to get some blood work done tomorrow, and I can begin the task of packing for my trip next weekend. I'll keep myself warm in the process.

Who's The Leader Of The Club... 1:18 PM

Happy 80th Birthday Mickey!!! Mickey Mouse debuted in the 1928 animated short Steamboat Willie and went on to become the familiar symbol of Walt Disney studios. A cheerful rodent in white gloves and red shorts, Mickey starred in dozens of Disney shorts and the 1940 animated feature Fantasia, becoming one of the world's best-known cartoon characters. After 1950 Mickey appeared only rarely in films and instead settled into a role as Disney's ambassador in its advertisements and theme parks, with Mickey's mouse ears becoming the company symbol. Disney's daily TV show The Mickey Mouse Club was first broadcast in 1955 (the same year that Disneyland opened its doors) and became a long-running hit. Its familiar theme song included the spelled-out lyrics

" M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E."

Iced Coffee 8:39 PM

I am still grooving on Java Monster, anytime I stop at the gas station or grocery store I pick one up. My favorites are Big Black and Chai Hai. I should invest in the company, my recyclable bin is full of empty cans. I got a can tonight when I filled the tank with gas. I didn't realize how bad the roads were, I had no problems. Black ice everywhere, The news filled with accidents on the roads. I talked with Julie for over an hour while she was stuck in traffic on her way home from Brookfield. I'm glad I am home , warm, safe, and sound with my Java Monster, looking foward to my trip to the Bahamas!

Time For Change 5:28 PM

After weeks of talking about it, I finally got the Jeep in for an oil change. I had all the fluids checked, the tires rotated and balanced, so it's set for the winter. Went bumming with Doug this afternoon, and getting ready to meet Jody for dinner (Cha Ching!) later tonight. I've tried several times to change the time on my watch back to standard time but without success. Good thing I'm heading back to the Bahamas, my watch will be on the correct time. Who knew digital watches could be so difficult?

Dented 7:32 PM

I stopped at the grocery store yesterday morning before work to pick up some lunches and snacks. While I was shopping, somebody pulled into the spot next to me and hit the Jeep. I now have a nice dent on the right rear quarter panel and a cracked tail light. I looked for sale items and got more than I bargained for.

Wonder of Wonders 4:11 PM

I am still in disbelief as I write this. Doug and I are set to sail on the Disney 4 night cruise November 30th to December 4th again. Each trip has been incredible and to think I am going to go for a fourth time in unbelievable. and Wonderful!!!

Overload 8:34 PM

When the refrigerator, freezer, microwave, PC, TV, and assorted lights are all going at once, it trips the circuit breaker. In the dark I had to fumble for a flashlight, then put on shoes, and head down to the basement to reset. I hadn't turned off anything so by the time I made it back up the stairs, the circuit tripped again. I turned off lights, headed back to the basement, reset the circuit breaker and crossed my fingers. I have electricity again!

Overboard 7:23 PM

I have returned from another great vacation aboard the Disney Wonder. Five days of rest, relaxation, sun, fun, food, and adventure. It was sunny, warm, got to explore Atlantis in Nassau in the Bahamas, snorkel in the ocean at Castaway Cay, had breakfast each morning on the verandah, lots of desserts and ice cream, coffee, saw incredible shows and movies. Now it's time to settle back into routine.

The Wonder 7:06 AM

My Horoscope for the day:

An opportunity to go on an interesting adventure arrives today -- are you ready?

The Day Before 6:02 PM

Surprisingly, the work day flew by, so the wait wasn't as terrible as I expected. I am excited to be heading on the cruise and looking forward to the trip. Pretty much of everything is set and ready to go, bags packed, boarding passes printed. Going to have a relaxing evening, hang out, save the energy for tomorrow. It was the SU Spooktacular today, Marti and I made chili to go with all the other good food to eat. I ate plenty. Judy's cupcakes and Christine's taco roll-ups were my favorites. Janice, I'm thinking about you, we have saturday morning coffee and book browsing to do, so hang in there. I've been playing games online and watching a Fear Factor marathon on TV. Plenty to keep me occupied until I head out.

Counting The Days 7:16 PM

3 days and counting. . .

Doug and I did some last minute running around tonight, stopped and grabbed a bite to eat. I am pretty much set to go, bags are packed, so anything else is adding to the baggage. I won't close the suitcase until I leave for the airport, just to be sure.

Weekending 12:34 PM

I am set with everything to take on the cruise now. Just have to start organizing and packing. Six days to go. Got the clothes washed, shopped for the essentials. Been a busy, yet laid back weekend. Friday night, Doug and I went and saw Char sing, one of my favorite things to do. I shopped, I lounged, I washed clothes, played word games, watched TV, scary movies, ate pizza, had breakfast at Mom and Dad's with Pat, Toni, Scott, Mike, Erin, and Tim and Julia. What a nice way to end the week. Now I'm reading and contemplating what to do next.

I Should Have Won Half The Jackpot 5:31 PM

Powerball irks me. For the first time ever, I got three numbers on the last drawing. I won $7. Since it takes six numbers to win and I got three, I think I should have gotten so much more. I could have used it. I think it's only right, half the numbers, half the jackpot. I ended up getting a ticket for the next drawing.

It's All In The Delivery 5:40 PM

The UPS man just dropped off my packages. Snorkel and mask, aquatic socks, and a passport holder. Outside of a couple of other purchases, I have all I need now to start preparing for the cruise. The clothes are ready to be laundered and packed, each day I get a little more excited. 10 days. I can not wait!!!

Cruise Mode 11:55 AM

Getting ready to hit the outlet mall with Tim and Julia this afternoon. Starting to actually prepare for the trip. Have a list of things to get. Yesterday, I got myself groomed, Kim gave me a spiffy haircut, then ran about town with Doug buying necessities. I have a number of things to get yet, some will be last minute, others I'd like to have now, just to make sure I have them. My brain is on Cruise mode at this point.

Land And Sea 5:04 PM

Now the excitement kicks in. Received my travel documents for the cruise, verandah suite, stateroom 5650, at the very back of the ship. It is exactly one level down from the stateroom Doug and I had on the first cruise. Countdown is at 15 days. Tonight, going to be heading to the Zoo for Boo at the Zoo. It should be a fun, fright filled experience. A great start to the weekend!

(Absent) Civic-Minded 6:40 PM

Since I will be traveling on Election Day, I have gotten an absentee ballot and cast my vote. The process was relatively simple, fill out an application for a ballot, they verify your registration, and you are all set. I have done my duty as an American citizen and made my voice heard.

The Sties That Blind 6:16 PM

This morning my eyes started to get irritated and by 8:00am the right one was red, inflamed, itchy, watering. I pulled out my contacts, but that didn't help. I thought I had come into contact with something that I was allergic to. I repeatedly rinsed my eye throughout the day until I got home. I noticed a white bump on the lid in the corner of my eye. After a call to Mom and a search on the Internet, I realized it is a stye. Warm compresses, saline rinses, and glasses for me the next couple of days. Oh the drama, the trauma, the burning!

Seven Flags - Frightening 2:39 PM

Heading down to Six Flags for Fright Fest, going to get a couple of coaster rides in, maybe renew the pass for next year, and get scared out of my wits. It's such a nice day, it shouldn't go to waste. Cleaned a little, read a little, watched the ANTM marathon a lot, now it's time to get out and around for a couple of hours.

24 Hours Later 9:19 PM

Still psyched about the cruise, all ready checked in on the ship, have clothes set to be washed and pressed and packed, list of items to bring, excursions planned. I'll be busy the next three weeks getting ready. It's only been a day since the trip was booked and I feel like I'm prepared to leave now. Well, I'd like to leave now any way!

What A Wonderful Day 7:24 PM

I just got back from Doug's house. We booked another Disney Cruise for the first week in November. As it turns out, it will be the third one in exactly a years time. We left on November 7th, 2007 for the first cruise and will be returning on November 6th, 2008 from the latest one. I am excited (and that is an understatement)!

Days Gone By 5:41 PM

It was back to work after a weekend of lounging. I spent quite a bit of time reading, doing puzzles, laundry, hanging out by Doug's, watching movies, and napping. It was a nice unstructured weekend. Met up with Kim for lunch, nice to sit and talk with her, wanted to spend more time with her, but I did have to get back to work.

Feeling The Heat 4:11 PM

When I got home from work, I could tell that the heat had been turned on. I am sitting here in a t-shirt and jeans, comfortable. It was cold the last couple of nights, glad to have the heat on, feeling the warmth. Glad that my nose isn't running either.

Heat Please 6:35 PM

It is freezing in my apartment. I want the heat turned on. I am wearing layers of clothes and am still chilled. My nose is running and I am shivering. I made chicken strips and pasta just to heat up the place. Brrrrr.

Too Much Time And Information 1:18 PM

I like bleu cheese, I used to smoke, I own a gun, I like tropical punch Kool-aid, I do not get nervous at Doctor appointments anymore, Chicago Dogs are awesome, Emmett Otter’s Jug Band Christmas is one of my favorite Christmas specials, Café Mocha on a Sunday morning is the best, I do not like doing push ups, I don't like wearing jewelry, I feel naked if I do not have a watch on, I think I have ADHD, undiagnosed of course, I get extremely shy when meeting new people, I tell people Jared is my middle name, Tinkerbell is my favorite Disney Character, Java Monster is my current addiction, I hate cleaning the apartment, I mourn the loss of Summer, I'd rather be at Disney World, I eat chicken strips/tenders at least three times a week, Every six months I submit a resume to Disney, Spinach is my favorite vegetable, I hate wearing socks, Snapping gum is a pet peeve of mine, I do not like satin sheets, I can whistle, Most of my shirts are white, I would be a pirate, Arrrr!!!!, I do not sing in the shower, There is only one TV show I must see on a weekly basis, I watch Grease anytime I run across it on cable, no matter at what point the movie is, I carry a gratitude rock, I laugh at myself daily, I drive a Jeep, I once tried out to be on Survivor, I do not like where I live, I have two TVs, I want to make rock candy, I want to paint a series of pictures called natural disasters, I certainly hope somebody has a crush on me, I have read the book Nightswimmer over 100 times, I will not vote for anyone running unopposed in an election, I still cry watching the Lion King, I want to be cremated, I have too much time on my hands.

Feeling Flush 4:18 PM

The tank of my toilet wouldn't refill after I had flushed. It seemed the gasket and the flapper were worn and needed to be replaced. I called the owner of the apartment building to have the repairs done. In the mean time I had to fill the tank by pitcher in order to use the toilet. The handyman just left and everything is in working order again. I have never been so happy to flush a toilet!

Lazy Day 7:23 PM

The intention was to get out. Never got far, did end up going for some groceries midafternoon. Spent most of the day reading. I am almost finished with the book, do not want to put it down. There are so many shows premiering tonight it's hard to decide which ones to watch, harder when I'm engrossed in a book.

All's Fair 8:33 PM

The weather was decent, Harvest Fair was pretty good, shopping was fine. All and all, it was a good day.

I Want It To Last 6:10 PM

Wow. The weather has been absolutely beautiful this past week. Even though it is now Fall, it feels like Summer and do I want to to go on and on. Unfortunately it seems the shift is coming in days and I have to prepare for it. No more shorts and flip-flops. I've been feeling great, no fevers or night sweats to speak of lately, never figured out what the issue was, going to take the good days now and not concern myself with it too much. I am going to have some blood work done in a week or so, but no doctor appointments until 2009! I hope to keep it that way.

The $250,000 Question 2:53 PM

I received notification in the mail that I won a random sweepstake. It is a total scam. For a brief second I was thrilled with the possibility, then reality sinks in and on closer inspection, questions arise. A quick Internet search verifies that the whole thing is a scam to get personal financial information. I was so close to a quarter of a million dollars . . .

Microsoft Genius 10:00 PM

My PC crashed and I could not get it to function. I attempted to reconfigure and reboot it, reinstall my operating system, with not much success. I put a call into Microsoft. Five hours later, with live assist and handing over control, my PC is up and running without any problems. All programs are up to date and I am connected!

It Was A Zoo 4:29 PM

Got off the couch (actually didn't watch the latest ANTM marathon showing) and went shopping at Target (actually spent some money), wandered around the Zoo, had Suburbia, stopped at World Market and Bed, Bath and Beyond today. It was a nice day to be running around. Going to lounge on the couch for the remainder of the evening.

Spell It Out 6:15 PM

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Thanks Doug (via Facebook) for this insight

Communication 4:54 PM

I noticed that everywhere I go, people are on their cell phones. On the road, it is rare to see a car where the driver is not on the phone. At any restaurant, someone is talking loudly about their day. Even at the grocery store. I use my cell phone occasionally when I'm out, but usually to confirm meeting places and times, not to have a full blown conversation. I wonder with all this talking going on, is anything really being said?

One Of Those Days 4:52 PM

Slept late this morning, had to rush to get ready for work. Stopped at the store to pick up lunches for the week, made it just in time. Had a busy morning, got out for a walk through the business park and along the way saw hubcaps placed up on a light pole. Always something interesting to see along the way. Things went haywire in the afternoon, settled down by the time I left for the day, now I am going to relax and enjoy the evening. The weather has improved, I want perpetual Summer, so every day that is like this I will appreciate. It's been one of those days.

About Time I Say (and so do others) 3:37 PM

It's been one rainy weekend. I figured (with some goading) it would be a good time to actually get the apartment clean. I spent a good amount of time doing just that. The place is looking better and better. I just might have to invite someone over to witness my efforts. If I'm going to hunker down for the winter months, I may as well have an organized place to play in. I tore myself away from the TV and got out to Target and lunch with Doug for a bit yesterday, now going to start putting clothes in their proper place instead of the bed. I just may sleep in my bed tonight instead of the couch. I wonder if my body will handle the change. In between things I managed to catch a couple of my Disney favorites though.

Patrick, I'm glad you're up and about, feeling better! These things take time, so don't push too hard, and get well soon! I'll be thinking about you. Peace Brother!

Eye On The Storm 12:31 PM

I have been captivated by the news coverage of Hurricane Ike as it moves through Texas. I watched CNN and MSNBC from 8:00pm last night until about 2:00am this morning when I finally went to sleep. When I got up this morning I put the news back on and haven't been able to change the channel. It is still on the TV, now I'm watching the devastation left behind. The remnants should be effecting the area tomorrow, so I'll be watching then too.

Marshmallows 5:24 PM

my lucky charms had no yellow moons, pink stars, green clovers or any others beneath the surface of the box this morning. I was disappointed. I really don't like the cereal that much, it's the marshmallows that give it the great taste and make it magically delicious. Without the marshmallows, I might as well eat cheerios, and I don't even like cheerios.

Patrick, you're in my thoughts!!!

Obstacle Course 5:58 PM

Driving is maddening. In the morning, everyone is in such a hurry, no one goes the speed limit, they fly up on you, swerve at the last minute into the next lane, then cut you off as soon as they pass you. It's more important to have their coffee or yap on the cell phone at 6:00am then to be courteous. On the way home you have the speeders, too many school buses (I counted 15 in a three block stretch, all with less than ten kids on each), utility vehicles, and clueless people who mustn't know where they are going. It's always a challenge getting to and from work each day.

Not What I Wanted To Hear 7:10 PM

Cancer IS an ugly word. It's bad enough to hear when it's yourself getting the news, but it's just as troubling when it's someone you care about. Worse yet, I've gone through it, and having to deal with it over again, but not me going through it, beyond my control, beyond my comprehension, leaves me unsettled, helpless.

A Bit Of Culture 8:31 PM

Got out to Indian Summer on the Summerfest grounds today. Immersed in Indian culture, saw many different tribal outfits, listened to contemporary Indian music, watched dancers, a pow-wow, ate traditional foods. I met Irene Bedard, the actress who voiced Pocahontas in the Disney animated classic. I completely enjoyed the festival, one of the better ones I attended this Summer.

Afterward, finished working on the backyard, grilled out, and now watching TV, relaxing before heading off to bed for the start of the work week. I had a great time this weekend.

Keeping Busy 6:39 PM

I just threw in a load of laundry, going to have a quiet settled evening. Ran out to a number of stores this afternoon, didn't buy much. It's just one of those days where you make things up as you go along and try to get things accomplished that you don't get done during the week. Tomorrow, I will run and play.

On The Patio 9:21 PM

After a hectic shortened work week, it's now the weekend and time to have some fun. Doug and I actually spent the evening sitting on the patio instead of working on it. The majority of the work is done now, so we can relax and enjoy the back yard. We grilled out, had a fire, kicked back, and hung out with Seneca..

Come Back. . . Please!!! 5:10 PM

Just yesterday it was hot and humid. Today it is cool and rainy. I much prefer the former. Irregardless, I'm excited about tonight's two hour premiere of ANTM. I have been waiting for this since the last cycle ended back in May. Something as inane and frivolous as this gives me such a kick that's hard to explain. Mindless entertainment at it's best. I will be transfixed and hard to distract tonight.

I Want More Like This 7:49 PM

It's September 1st and it's Labor Day. Some say it's the unofficial end of Summer, but the weather has been perfect the past number of days. I want it to be like this forever, I'm not ready for cool, dreary days. Spent part of the weekend shopping, working in Doug's yard, celebrating Tim's birthday, perfect days of Summer.